I hope there's no regrets for me

At last,I still give up to go for third audition. It's really hard to make decision lah.(I know I am coward) Reason for not going:-

1. menstruction pain since yesterday until now!
2. feel tired of walking to take public transportation and walk into college!
3. I'm not desire to be a singer.

Done,that's all shit reason.

Study is started from monday le don't think of other things too much!