休息...真的是为了走更长远的路

Started from this week,will be a busy semester for everyone.

We are busying to finish up our assignment and presentation.

Guess that we will hand up an assignment each week ?

I just finished a Mass Media & Society presentation.

I had totally did everything I could.If there is uncompletely,only wait for next time's improvement cos I did put effort on it.

Our college got us a public holiday on friday which is Haji day for Islamic if i'm not mistaken.

So,it's a break for us after a hectic days.But not be forgotten we still have deal with a deadline of an assignment.

So,what I did during my holiday?

Hahaha...it's my day~~

I watched 2 movie at yesterday night and today with the special one.

The first movie I watch .

2012.

Truly,when I am watching this movie.I feel touching deeply from my heart and got frighten,wondering when would be the end of the day.Before i watch this movie I feel nothing about end of the world.When it comes to us,we have no power to against right?I truly love the characters from the movie although they are a small character but bringing out big meaningful of the scene.While,suddenly thought of my parents cos we really have to appreciate whatever we own and the person around us.I was keep tearing for watching this movie.Though the movie is ended,I still feeling like to cry out when walking out from the cinema.One thing I hate the most when the movie was showing is the guy sat in front of me keep laughing for some scene.How stupid he is! The movie is in such a terrible situation how could he laugh out all the way?? Ugly guy!Seems everybody had got depressed.Hope people will got reminded from this movie but not just for that moment.Thumbs up and rate for 2012! Awesome!!! ;)

Also,I watched New Moon today.

I didnt watch Twilight before.I did bought a book after hearing my friend for this Twilight.

Just read few pages of it since busying for the studies.So requested my friend to lend me the dvd as I actually not really understand the story line.Still,I love it.I love Edward.I love Bella.Hahahha! Nana,now I understand your feeling to Edward.Jacob also not bad for his short hair.Hehehe.

Wooohooooo......

Did shopping with him also.Bought something for my choral speaking.It's a interesting part I want to say.I never took part of this sort of performance so I wanted to try after knowing my class took it.So I am enjoying with these.

After these,it's another hectic weeks...=S

我相信

恩 . 我不能去想太多了. 考试也过了 . 录音的功课也交了. 第一次 . 我的每次的‘第一次’. 第一的考试，第一次的功课. 都不会做的太好 . 还是算了吧 . 有信心的话，下次会更好. 只可以说自己要有自信点，有主见点.

I wish...

Is there anyone could give me wishes just like the Aladin?

Hmmm

I should stop thinkin about something that will frustrate me.

Yesterday since evening time I started my revision.

But,half way my sight got attracted by tv show which is live from HK.

Overall,I did read through the notes until 2am.

Sigh,should warn myself to revise more.

Cos....

The effect of being not thinkin wisely...

I cant answer the question very well.SIGH~

I guess I already lose marksssss.

WTH my mind was thinkin.

Why when I was sittin for the paper and my mind was blank.

I really did revise all.

I feel that my luck is reducin recently.

ARGGHHHH~~!!!!

I

want

to

scream

out

loud

!!

Another kind of extraordinary

How often do u feel loneliness?

How well do u know faithful-ness of people around u?

How well do u know respect other peoples?

How good do u feel urself like to be or achieve?

Honestly,I feel being disrespected.

Honestly,I feel myself is kinda useless.

Honestly,I feel stress out.

Honestly,I feel like to cry.

Honestly,I tried my best and tries always.

Honestly,I am nobody inside my soul and mind.

My life was blanked.

But,I will get rid of it.....

Shit luck

What the heck is goin on today. So unlucky me. Went to sch at 1 afternoon. Sat down. Students came one by one. Tutor oso sat down. Suddenly no electricity.hell She said:u may off now. Cos everyone felt hot.but except me. Okay.off.but waited for small discussion first. Thn after back to ampang. I received a call from Heman. Asked to go back to sch cos already book the studio at 4.what!? That time already 3 smth man.How could I go back such a short time and such a distance. Fine.He knew that I am not well so I ask Karry to do that editing part. I feel sorry to Karry cos I couldnt go back take a part of it as a partner. What's worse than that was,they cant find the file that I had been recorded last week! Sigh.Holly shit.-.- Hopefully Heman and Caston could help Karry. I think I have to sembahyang more to get some luckiness.==

Just go on..

Settled down some stuff,my life still goin on.=)

Saturday had a day out with Beh n Yen cos we went to Pavilion to celebrate CW's birthday as her bf ask us to give her suprise I think? But the suprise was failed.Maybe when we were on the way to WongKok her bf keep sms-ing with us.

Before headed to Pavilion.

I was planned to do shoppin in sg.wang but due to my overslept I just bought a pant and mask.=X

Must ask mummy to bring me shoppin next time.

I want a new bag,new clothes,new shoes or sandal?,a hello kitty cooler pad.Hehehe...

Unfortunately,skipped my class today.

Was having headache and sore throat since yesterday night.

Hmmm...nothin much has to say but fighting for my wants.

Jia you!

凌晨

Hard feelin I am facing now.I dont know what's the problem now.I feel so sad from deep side of my heart.My mind,my heart,my feelin so numbly rite now.Tears drop automatically......wanna scream,shout,fight!What I want??????? dont ask me ok.....Even myself,I cant understand what i am thinkin of....hard feelin!!!! I need somebody lend me their shoulder to lean on.I need a pairs of ear to listen to me.I need somebody could hug me tightly until I suffer to breathe.I need someone shake me to let me awake..I need I need..I need what i want truly.But is there somebody really know my need?

I can hardly to share my things to friend.So how?

I already told a friend about these.

But still,how?

I really need a place to let me cry badly.

Darn.

I cant do so.

Early mornin still have class,if not my eyes surely will be swollen.

A soul,I need.

A soul that understand me well.

Duh.=X

3-sary

Started to confusin? Mind is so unstable? Because of what? I dont know..really dont know...somebody is appeared and sayin gave it back to her... Am I treat him faithful enough?

Am so tired..lazy..blur..confuse..

An 8-8 day...

I was fulfilled with the timetable. Extremely a tired but satisfied day for me. But I have been lack of sleep recently maybe? Everyday oni will sleep after 12 cos busy for homework or surfing net? That is a question..Heh ;) I went to drama class as last last week I did so. I still have alot of thing need to improve and cant be shy in front of everyone. Haha.Feel like to go for a dancing class also. Seems somebody wishes me to go at next sem.Or I should listen and take this advice.=) I gotta sleep rite now.Good night and sweet dream to the one I love and the one who love me.

trouble.maker

Like i'm always the one making trouble to ppl around me?I can't resist of doin some emotional problems.I admit that my temper is very bad if somebody has irritated me.But if u never irritated me thn i'll still got mad on u that's mean i'm havin a hormone caused problem that is each of every month of a woman will be facin their menstrual cycle time and they will be hardly to control their emotion that make them feel upset or emo suddenly.Today,I was not in a good mood after class.I feel very sorry to him until now i couldnt pull down my 'face' to talk to him even maybe that was my fault.I don't know what happened to me it's just my heart suddenly feel uncomfortable when i seein him? Or maybe i'm exhausted?He's being very good to me.He always pampering me.Even he would like to change for me.I don't know how long we could be together and I had mention that I can't give any promises before.But I wouldnt like to separate instead of stayin longer with each other.I'm a worst partner to be with and i'm here to wish that u could forgive me.

Ps,I have to face the challenges to cross another road of mine.;)

I <3 u.

无聊的事

haha!nice pictures huh....XD

suffering from menstrual pain now....later still need to attend to class for my presentation...sigh....nobody could help.....painful!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhh

那天....

生日的前一天 一如往常 都会期待收到祝福语 在和男人聊天的同时 已经是十一点多了 疲倦的我，不知不觉就睡着了 朦胧中，望了电话的显示处 并没有信息，难免会感觉有点失望 早上准备梳洗后，电话还是没有任何震动 我不愿意相信不会连男人的祝福都没有吧？ 就把它关机，在开机 终于一封接一封的信息连续震动进来 心里算是没有那么失落了=D 到了学校，想往常那样上课 我也没有期待可以听到什么祝福语 因为毕竟和大家认识的时间不算很久 所以没去管太多 反而是一早六点就起床弄得我想在班上睡下去了 一早的英文课有presentation 两个小时的时间 一个一个的学生都出去present了 我也在犹豫，担心表现不好 想立刻赶完了就可以了结一个负担 可是就是提不起勇气 接近下课时间的时候 tutor允许最后一位出来完成它 我们的candle出去了 她呈现一个关于小提琴的题目 就在她完成后的同时 （男人在这之前和他朋友跑出去了） 两个人进来的是后突然关掉电灯 我也没有头绪他们要做什么 突然....真的很突然 他竟然捧着蛋糕，全班唱起生日歌来 其实这次真的是我第一次的感觉到感动和惊讶 因为我完全没察觉到 那时候有想要跳起来欢呼XD 当然不能酱hyperactive咯，哈哈 那霎那 我很感激 我也感动 也要学会感恩 他和她们还有他们 我很谢谢....你们做的东西 手表..... HELLO KITTY..... 生日蛋糕..... 惊喜..... 心意...... 谢谢！我爱你们！ PS；生日过了，还有人向我祝福，一天可以听上很多次的祝福，真的是从以前都没有过的感受 唯一的缺陷就是，原本昨天的聚会取消了=x