Get Back

Threw away the bad-thinking to get started a new foot-step to another good-thinking.

Back to the retarded me.XD

Since I got nothing to do I recorded few video clips!!

It's so interesting haa!!

But after uploaded to computer the file's quality not that good enough..><

So,just post some of the silly pictures I took.

I'm thinking whether wants to remove the nevus on my face or not?

Actually it's not bordering me but I just want to know if this is a good or bad mark?

HMMM

Wondering~

I love this picture while I was waiting for Fiona.

Good night/Good morning?

01.33 a.m

X.O.X.O

Lost

I think I got lost a lil bit.

Yesterday aru came to my house.

I had been chatting with her about my things.(we used to be chat together,a lot of things)

Actually I didn't feel emo but after I told her some personal,friends,school's things.

My tears would came out from my eyes easily but i tried hard to not let it drop.

Just nothing,a lil talk would make my minds opened.

Before aru came to my house I also chat with yenyen.

I told her what I felt recently,she said she was the same feelings sometimes.=*( PITY US

I miss the secondary school's time,I miss my friends.TIME IS PRECIOUS.

Complicated,emotional.....

PS:Fiona and christal been chosen into finalist for their emcee and dancing! Wish them luck!

I want to know who is same group with me!!

Tiny

A morning,woke up at 5.45am with a unsecured feelings. Why would I get up at such earlier times? Just because of I need to go to coll before my class started! Today went to coll by Fiona's dad fetched,poor little Fiona was injured. She was met accident just yesterday! urghh..I feel the pain for her..>< I thought today I'll get some new knowledges and went earlier. But everything was out of my mind. After done my id card (damn it,my picture look so ugly lah and the worker isn't telling me to move my fringe away until the fringe almost cover half of my eye!) Went to notice board to search for timetable! They told me about School of SSH did everything the last minute!pheww~ There's so crowded and I forced to get into the crowd to copy down the timetable since Fiona isn't able to do that..=( Argh! I don't like to sweating when I was not doing sport! Study at a huge coll made me sweat anytime,anywhere! Eventually,all of my classes has cancelled.WTH (staying at there for how many hours oh?!) After that only called my mum to fetch me back. PS: Suddenly feel emptiness in my heart.Is it peoples would get this feeling sometimes? I dislike this sort of things.Numb.I don't know what I wrote today.

I hope there's no regrets for me

At last,I still give up to go for third audition. It's really hard to make decision lah.(I know I am coward) Reason for not going:-

1. menstruction pain since yesterday until now!
2. feel tired of walking to take public transportation and walk into college!
3. I'm not desire to be a singer.

Done,that's all shit reason.

Study is started from monday le don't think of other things too much!

Should I ? (with thinking mind)

Just came back from klcc and pavilion with fiona and myk' after audition. I was thinking a question that is ruining my mind. I gave up go for audition today cause I felt scared.(I really so no guts!!) I was practicing while waiting and wondering if I can bring along lyrics to go in? And!This time is totally different with before,you need to sing with mic and stand in front of all judges if I'm not mistaken. I knew a friend which is from PR called Daniel,he is good enough when we're sharing each other's song.From that time,I felt don't like to go on anymore. Also,I received a msg which is from mun theng's bf to telling me we still can go at tomorrow if we want to do so.He's telling me this year's standard is not higher than last year so we just have to relax. I really want to give a try but I'm worrying. Tell me what should I do? Chances is not available after today actually(because of today is the last day).But we still got the chances tomorrow.=( Besides that,now I got Fiona to accompanying me!! She's nice girl and talented. She went for 4 audition you know!Spoke person,singing,dancing,emcee!Bravo! But she ended up singing and dancing cause she doesn't really know chinese well. How how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how

oh mama

Yesterday night,I received a msg that was actually inform me

to go to the 3rd audition.HAhaaha,can't stop laughing

of it.Once I walked into the class

and when I was came out from class.

You'll see a crazy nut laughing all the way.

That's me =D

It's just (hmm) can't explain.

I can skip today because I didn't notice they asked us to go at friday!!!

I can take a break today actually!!

Dead tired!!

Even I slept late until Fiona called me.

You can know how tired I am.

Once I picked up the phone my mind became blank.

I rush to toilet and just gargle you know!!!

Quickly change my clothes.

In conclusion,it's real funny -.-

PS:I'm not get used to the circumstances and peoples yet.='(

2nd audition

I feel this is the best way to release my feelings Feeling stressful arghhh!!!who can give a hand to me? I don't know why,just my feelings or other reasons? haiz Let's get it over.. I'd been selected to the 2nd audition These was what the authorities told me through sms I was kinda shocked at first but after that I was finding a english and mandarin songs to sing After sang loudly at room for hours I felt don't like to attend suddenly..hahahha (I just afraid of it) Still,the seniors urge me to go and finally I'd tried The situition was quite embarrassing I think? Cause I'm not done well =/ Luckily the judge is kind of good person,asked me to relax and gave me chance The whole week like very busy huh? I'm tired of it because have to wondering how am i go to school and when back time? The college are huge too!hahaaha..walk till die die Ps:my mum asked to find a bf to fetch me !hahahha..mum..I will,don't worry about that..lol -.-

First day

Came back to my home from college at five something. Was kinda felt not bad to this course and school. Just a simply post about today. One thing I must to mention is that I met Brandon and Guan Yu !! OHMYGOSH!! They weren't seen me I guess and how small are this world huh. They're taking mass communication as well. but i don't really know which subject they took. And just now got a briefing. the seniors are talked,talked,and talked about the talentime night and orientation odyssey night. Whose interested about it can go for an audition. There are four categories,singing,dancing,instrumental and emcee. I was accompanied christal to go for the dancing part. The judges are look cool,hahaha . And,there are other seniors asking me to join but i didn't want to. Eventually,I accompanied christal to next session for singing . I was took a part of it after sat down and wrote my form..hahhaha. This is my first ever time to do these kind of thing like this. Woah!Just for fun to me.. I met MunTheng's boyfriend too ! I recognise him,and he did but just can't say out who i am. Afterward I only asked for the truth..hahaha...what a coincident . sigh,tomorrow gotta arrive there before 8.30 am! Should I go by public transportation or fetch by her? =/

Part 1-Wedding dinner

Went to Christal's house at 17.30PM.

Just because of waiting for her brother fetch us off to serdang.

Total people need to fetch is 6.

Two pairs of couple.

Since so early I'd arrived there.Nothing to do but self-shot!Haha...

Finally,she asked her brother's girlfriend make-up for her.

I just standing around seeing the girlfriend and christal.

Again.

The silly me.

Omg...

Look so pale.

Yet,my skin really not fair at all.=(

It's just light effected.

She's busying with her stuff,and same I was.Hehehe

Why don't you look at the camera huh?

Must be busying type msg to her boy.><

Then,we started headed to serdang.

Afraid of being late.Christal called soo yee but ended up with nobody pick the phone.

But then,the groom called back!!!

He's quite hard to talking with.Ehhmm,doesn't saying he is not friendly just thinking he is only know to speaking cantonese?Not able to forget is his sound very low.That's the point!!

First of all,I quite out of expected with the surrounding.

Because of their family holding two wedding dinner which is bride's and groom's family held dinner in separated day.

So,I attended to bride's relatives there.

There is ton of auntie's and uncle's!!!

UrrghhhEhhhmmmm..

And,it's boring.(Old song sang by uncle)

The air-conditional also not cold.

But,it was soo yee's marriage so I still respect them!

The bride,wife to the groom,friend to mine,soo yee and I.

I'm look lousy on this picture..=/

Long-time-no-see's primary school classmate,May and I.

First saw her I even can't recognize her and she is look more skinny now!

I envy her skinny,she envy my fatty.Hah!

Form one classmate,Boe.Eventually,she transfered to smk pandan mewah.

(My face are cacat-ing) We were taking photo at the washroom while others was eating.Hehehe

The photograher,Christal.

I regret that didn't bring camera due to my dad's careless.=(

Forced to took all photos from her.

Boe,Christal,Me

Photo taken by soo yee's brother.It is quality a bit blur.

The peoples in this picture were all of schoolmate.

Kok kit,Boe,the husband and wife,May,me,christal,myk',Yit how.

First dishes is shark fin.

Was not shark fin actually just some crab's and the soup is a lot of starch I guess.

Made me felt full and no appetite.

Eh,mention here.Myk',you knew I am diet now don't talk so loud in front of peoples mah.Embarrassing leh!hahahha

Us.

The husband and wife now! I met another schoolmates too!

Espeacially ming qi and hui ting!

They're still same as primary school's time.

Ming qi look thinner than before.She was told me I'd thinner as well.Ehem....=D

I was look fairer than them?I was so suprised of it when saw the pictures.

May,don't envy lah.Heeeee

The last picture I took.I'm look childish always?!!

There's part 2 coming soon!!!!!

To be continue...

A stupid night

Hahahahah!!

The day before going to soo yee's wedding dinner

I was thinking how to set my hair...

Due to the stupid-ness of the three siblings....

things happened...

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My youngest brother..xD

Also,silly me.=.= Jac said that this picture is look not bad. Hahaah!!

He was trying to get it off.

I'd forgotten what was she laughing of?

But this photo shown she is very cute..=D

I permed her hair and tied it up.Photo taken without noticed!

Hahahaaa...the room was full of the sound of laughing.Non stop!

Starting...

tomorrow... the day after tomorrow... next monday... hmmmm...

X.O.X.O

Succeed or not?

You know what?Starchiness contain's really gain weight easily!

The day before yesterday,I ate an american burger as my lunch.

And,yesterday morning I ate rice.Lunch time I ate noodles.

Suprisingly,I gain back 1 kg! >

I hate!!!!

It's not a big deal,though.

I do exercise everyday nowadays but only before headed to bed.hehehe,no reason.I just like to do exercise before I go to sleep.

After all,I felt like to self-shot.

The picture can show that I was really sweating like...?

Just ignore this silly 'ah sam' Can you see the what is dropping on my face?

hehehe.Really sweating like untruth.

I enjoyed it so much.Made me feel brighten. After that really easily fall asleep.

I want to learn swimming.

I want to learn dancing.

I want to back on my yoga class.

I want to learn something that is really can burns up fats inside my body.

考驗

之前在無名看到一篇文章， 一個158公分,63公斤的女生， 用了兩年時間甩掉身上的贅肉， 的確變得不一樣 。 我心想為什么他的耐力那么好？ 一定是為了某些原因。 對我來說，減肥不但可以變漂亮， 而且買衣服也方便很多。 雖然我不是很肥的那一款， 可是肉肉的 ， 蠻令人討厭 ， 穿稍微貼身的，也覺得難看死了。 所以我現在也努力當中 ， 身高153，體重50 ， 現在維持在48-49當中 ， 穿褲子也覺得屁屁的位置松了。 我希望能像那位女生一樣 ， 在自己的部落格中慢慢的看見自己的改變，突破。 減肥最難的就是怎樣去維持了 ， 我要盡量少吃，做運動 ， 每天做記錄 ， 練出美美的線條， 這些都要靠我的意志力。 所以部落格要替我見證 ， 我不能有任何的放棄念頭 ， 加油吧！

Error

The posting date and time is very annoyed!!!! Everytime before publish my post needed to set the right date and time! Let it be! Let's talk about my sunday,Happy Mother's Day!! This year I did not say anything to my mum or even give a hand made card.Because I felt shy or dareless?I admit I was. In previous mother's day,I was dare to gave a hug and kiss her face and say 'I love you,mummy' just like a baby to her.Now,I became more hesitating to show my love.I guess mum wouldn't care about this.I just have to keep doing a good role to her and myself for not wasting their educated to me.For sure,I quite not show my caring to the loves and cares one.I feel weird too maybe I'm scorpian?Look tough as my appearance? Hehe Yesterday we took our dinner together.(Often things to do every sunday) But yesterday is special day.My mum's not a greedy woman although she's very 'care' about money.Her attitude has known because she had went through the hard times.Everyone did,if you had suffering from financial problem,right? She's just wanted to take dinner with us no matter what dishes to take. Although I used to not sharing so much of unhappy things to her.She is still very care any three of us.She do everything little or big things and prepare well to us because she knows that we're lazy pig.Hahaha..here to say sorry,I love you.Mum! If really want to talk about my mum's I think there must be longest post of mine! So,skip! Kl's weather now is truly hot enough!! We went to genting after our dinner!Haaa...syoknya Thanks for dad's driving us at such a late night!I know you are tired of working but still fetching us to everywhere every sunday without rest. Never mind,Jac will fetch us cause she had just pass her license!hehe (I dont feel like to learn now,so have to wait until for my feeling's had come!)

Mummy had grown fatter,she was murmuring.Hahaha.The left-second is my cute baba,me and my hard working sister!

Just stayed there for few minutes. Guess what?! I saw four ferrari! Do you know what I thought of that time? F4!!! HAhaha!!! The korean F4!!!! I was thought of them that time.(dreaming lah wei) If really the cars belongs to them and saw them I must be FAINT!! Baba told us the owner of ferrari must go to Italy for their training.Wow! Rich people eh.Hahaha.(Like I'm gone crazy?) Fortunately,on the way home was not jam at all. I saw car accident too! The car was deeply destroyed! So frighten huh.. That's why I dont want to drive!

Gather

I suppose to update my blog earlier but laziness and disappointment had made it late. Last saturday I was went to gathering with my girls at oldtown,pandan indah.When we're still waiting for Beh's coming,she's called me and asked : where are you ? I thought why would she asking me this question?! Of course I'm in the oldtown and waiting for her.. Hahahaha..I passed the phone to Yen and let her explain.Formerly,Yen was the one who did not type the message clearly.She told ah Beh we're at oldtown but not which location.Alamak! We're at pandan indah's,she was at ampang's.Duh,then we headed to ampang's by Yun's sister fetching here and there.Made me drank two glass of cold drinking in a day.(I used to be not drinking so much of cold beverage) The girl who is called ah Beh,always make fun to peoples surrounded her.She is came back from national service and started to her course today? Yun was back at middle we're chatting just because of her godbrother's birthday.And,they were talking about the pictures and videos taken in the camp.Poor me,felt bored and not joining to their conversation.Sitting there for doing nothing!Ahha,one thing that is snap photo!-.- Dirty us!The table is full of tissues and messy huh...eeerrrhhhhh

contradiction

為什么付出的努力好像沒有見到成果？

INSOMNIA

Who could teach me that if I suffering in insomnia without taking a sleep potion? =/ I was listening to mp4 and staring around my room almost until 3 in the morning!It is really a torture to me!Sad case..I can't keep this situition happening on me if my class is opened.Got to reset my timetable at home!*hehe* Recently watching a japanese drama through pps.It is about a pregnant girl who is only aged fourteen.And the baby's father only fifteen!The girl's role in this drama very tough in facing every despise of friends,teachers,neighbours and etc. He is Haruma Miura,one of the main character.Quite adore him after watching the another movie,恋空. Meanwhile,I love the girl,Mirai Shida.She is acting good as a pregnant woman although she is looking too young like a child.You would be thinking that she is pretty at the middle of the drama you watching and also feel touching.And,it made me crying.=( Through the photo you can imagine how young was them.Indeed,they were really fourteen to fifteen when acting. At last but not least,I had received the first 'red bomb' in my life!Hahaha!Soo yee giving me the invitation card on monday night.Until now,I can't barely even know how was the fiance look like? A little impression was,he is looking dark? But the fiance was a mixed blood of portugal and chinese so the baby must look pretty all the way i think? By the way,I wishing them had a long lasting relationship! Kancheong-ing!!!!!

Fullest time dreamer

HAHAHA..I was captured it unexpected!Cute photo huh? As the title,I was dreaming everyday.Now,I can't even sleep if the night time haven't reach one.Eww..Make me get up at twelve afternoon 'everyday'!Time has passes as fast as you blink your eyes and now is month of May.It's near sooyee's wedding and orientation day.heart beat so fast because of I wonder how's my college life going on. Last thursday,I was abreacted all my feelings to her,finally.The feelings I had keep in my heart was totally spoke out.No more anger.I just want a honesty to me if anyone of you are my friend.Felt like I had put down a heavy burden.Hehe~ 1st of May,Labour Day. Went to the giant Jusco in Malaysia.Heard my dad say so,isn't real? I didn't feel like to go at first because it is located at klang.Klang is not a preferred place for me now just because of some reason.But still,I like seafood there! Hahahaha! So satisfied on that day! I bought one casual skirt,a pair of slippers,a pink cardigan and a blouse.All items were paid by my sister,Jac! My mum keep saying my sister treated me so good and I don't even buy her anyhting?Okay,I know that I'm selfish lah,next time wouldn't be like that again lor.Hahahah.Thanks ya,one of the lovely! 2nd,saturday which is LeeHom's concert! I missed his concert this time!*upset* Haiz,I have an idea that i would be getting older and gotta face the realistic society.Like everything have to handle myself and grow mature.I told myself to be concentrate on my studies,put effort on my life to do everything and not to let my life became lifeless.It's blissful if I could achieve my goal.=)