I am not a good girlfriend/daughter/people/student/friend/etc at all.
Not good enough!
The burden is suffocating!

很多话想说
可是我说不出口
不知道从哪说起
我有点.......
觉醒了

Give it back to me, I know it's imposibble

My laptop, was unfortunately been stolen yesterday.
It's real sad thing for me.
I cried.

Because I just bought it not over a year.
Only 7 months !!
It also can be described as my belated birthday present from my parents!!
Huh. =(

I still thinking of my blackie Q now.
I even think that maybe the thief would give it back to me.
Who the hell you are?!
Why?!
Why could you do this thing to me/us.
Neighbors of mine all are saying that it must be someone familiar with us.
Now just let it go.

Can I curse you?
But I know that ''God has eyes''.
You'll get ''repay'' in later as what you have did such shame thing.

PS// How ridiculous, I found those webcam pictures's expression got a little match with the sentences. ='//(

what you waiting for?

Heyy yeahhh...
Yesterday was back from shopping with mama.
Hmm..not that satisfied cos without spotted something really ''fresh''.

College life will be started on next week.
So I must have use up the laziest attitude now.haha
Watcing drama spent most of my time.

Should feel happy that college life is back.
Cos that was a kind of live that enriched.

And yeah! YY had uploaded the pictures.
But I havent grab it to do my post yet.
Lazy ar~ HAHA

Buai... ;)

Dedicated to you ♡

Mr. Silly.

This is dedicated to you.

Happy 9thmonthsary ♡

Yesh. Nine months we have been together.

We knew each other because of a chance.

We might not that good as other couples at first.

We had quarrel, nearly break up for twice

but still remain back the relationship.

I know you have been waiting me to write something for you,

upload some of our pictures.

But I aint a romantic girl, and you knew this,

or get used to this kind of me.

Or maybe this is the first time of me so that I dont know how to act like?

I seldom talk about you in front of friends,

That might because I dont love to share my personal thing to others/public?

That is what I owned and I wanna keep it inside my heart as it is mine.

I might not treated you very good.

I might took this (relationship) very complicated.

I might comparing you with others.

I apologise.

And now, I would growing up with you together for these.

Maybe the one who always saying you are childish,
me, myself only the one who exactly childish than you.
You have a kind heart, an obedient son to your mum.
You have a caring heart, that care and love me always.
These are most important as my mum always tell me.

We might not out-going to somewhere that I wanted,
I might had beed nagging you to do so.
But your ability is limited,
and caused a little argument of that.
We might stayed at home most of the time.
We used to contact only through hp, messenger,
or else, now you have been often come to my house.

You seem very famous in the eyes of my mum.
She cares for you because you taking care of me for her.
I always got jealous of that.Haha

But that is enough for our relationship to go further.
Because love is growing deep.

I nearly lost a boy that so kind like you.
But I caught you back and holding you strongly.
Maybe I should just, no, must having a simple thinking as yours.
Eventhough you are not the best for me,
but now you have prove that you are good enough for me.

You have giving me my every first time of happiness moment with you.
First time, first date, first kiss, first present....
I hope that will be many first time with you. =)

Sometimes you will tell me that let's goes through the tough time together,
when I was upset.
You did put a great job on pampering and advising me.
Thank you =)

How graceful was that?

Baby, remember what you had told me?
You said no matter how hard was your studies,
still, you hope you could go further.

Let's make it happen okay?

I am trying to live in a world of me and you
so that we could barely continue without people's criticise.
Of course not to forget the world is still huge,
not only me and you. ;)

                                                             

IMY

 

σ 'αγαπώ--s 'agapó̱

PS : This is so not me.haha. You might have goosebumps after reading. =P

typical me

Yesh.
I'm moody yet a bit sad!
It's typical me!
Maybe one month once?!
I dont know what the hell is going on!
I just feel everything not going as smooth as I think!
Everytime I want to do something,
I persist to do something that I want !
But I couldn't afford!

And yesh, when the timing is right for me to do,
got rejected!!
Sometimes just feel you dont even care about,
thought that I can care for myself since you feel that I can?!

I also feeling when people growing up everything has a big big changes around!!
People changing, mind changing...who created this fxxking stinks money??!!
*Money* you make people having a war just becos of u!!
Everyone is fighting just for you!!
Why could people just cant live without you?!

Why could the distance between peoples are so weak?
They can be the best when they are together,
also can be the stranger at another time?

ARGH!!
Forgive me Mr Silly
I just feel moody and am not pointing you ok?
Shouting here is one of the way to release everything here.
You'll just get used to this.

Kuantan Trip Day One ♥ 3rd of May

So,on monday before 8am we gotta reach titiwangsa bus station as our bus will be departed on 8am.

Luckily the so called organizer, our dai ga jie reached on 8 cos we're waiting for her and the bus tickets was on her hand. If not the the passenger in the bus will keep staring at us.Haha.

We all napping while on the way to our destination.

Yesh. This is our so called dai gai jie/organiser of the trip.Hehe

If I am not mistaken we were arrived at 11 smth and the bus passed by Mr Silly's house area.

And so six of us walked back to his house and let the boys drive out to lead Euann, our another 'driver' of the trip comes as he lived in Kemaman, Kuala Terengganu which he has only use 45 minutes to go to Kuantan.

Before the boys head to bring Euann we had moved to the rented house and of cos the girls put their stuff to their room and the first thing was ON the air-conditioner!! The weather was so so so HOT there!!!

Since they had came back and we were hunt for food aftermath!

Went to East Coast Mall to have our brunch.

Before that took Iron Man 2's movie tickets as Mr Silly reserved the ticket.

Then we bought Ip Man 2's movie ticket for 5pm.

Some of us watch for the 2nd/3rd times but we dont care and just watch it again! Cos it's really awesome movie!

Stopped at Sushi King since they have 20 percent discount on belt.

Ahahaha! They tried to act like finished all the sushi!! But actually there were 7 of us!!

And then we walked around the mall. Girls bought their short pant for beach uses and slipper.

Until five we were going to watch IP MAN 2!!

This is the second time I watch Ip Man 2 again and fortunately has taken the middle seat and watch it perfectly cos first time when watching at Times Square me with Mr Silly and friends were sat at the most front second row!!  No matter how I still think it's worth for Donnie Yen or Ip Man!!

Aha!! Something funny happened!!

That's always reminded my memories cos the boys were so humorous!!

Twister 4 eyes Ip Fei (叶肺) which means he is very good in talking nonsense by using his 'lungs'- Chee Heng!!

Ip Xiu (叶笑) Just laugh watever he wants and we just dunno wat actually he is laughing of - Euann!!

Ip Hei (叶气) Hahaha!! She has gotten sun burn and face berry red-  Dai ga jie!!

Were non-stop laughing in the cinema.They're so funny!!!

The benefits going out with them was in any situation they could simply take any subject to talk about and that's the joke happened. :D

YESH.

After movie, as we followed the plan and off to bowling session until dinner time!!

McD after that Iron Man2. Lol. Fast food..=S

Fats Fats..Imma going to burn U !!!!

Headed back on 12 smth to our 'house'.

And it was our first day.

Sound not exciting right?

U'll noe wat happens on next and next post. ;)

And I'll show u guys wat's on my face skin color now.

Like hate myself so much now.

Dark and round is happening on my body!!

Nooooooooooooooo!!!!

I'll stop producing fats!!

I promise!!

Please!!

Friends, remind me if you see me taking any foods that contains fats!!

Go Go Dance!!!!

[colby]


baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me want get this party started
hey baby comein tell me what this all
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for



[mizz nina]

baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me wanna get a little notty
hey baby come in get it it's all yours
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for



[colby]

its your birthday
so tell me what's you want it too



[mizz nina]

its my birthday
im really wanna get with you



[colby]

drop the beat now and may be we can get it started



[mizz nina]

will go insane and take you to the after party



[colby]

so what's your name hey baby what's your name oh yeah



[mizz nina]

sexys my name yea sexys my name



[colby]

ok and whats your game hey baby what's your game

[mizz nina]

ok i like to play..i ..i like to play





[colby]

baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me want get this party started
hey baby comein tell me what this all
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for



[mizz nina]

baby i never seen someone with your body
you make me wanna get a little notty
hey baby come in get it it's all yours
baby baby
tell me what you what you waiting for



[colby]

hey sexy girl from kuala lumpur

[mizz nina]

hey baby that's me i'll be on the dance floor



[colby]

i got you with surprise we pop in up in VIP

[mizz nina]

and if i ask nice can i take you home with me
baby let's get crazy come and loose control
you want to tear up after party
i know you wants some more
i wanna see you with that body ???


baby come and get it
what you what you waiting for

 
 
MizzNina Feat. Colby O Donis-What You Waiting For

Tan Tan Tan

Hello peeps!!!!!!! I'm back from my E2 trip!!!
Will be do about this trip's post after collected all the pictures!!
Stay tuned!!!!

XOXO