a song is like a pill

C君@農夫-偉大航道

呢首歌係我特別為你而寫嘅


可能你而家唔知我講緊咩嘅

但係到你大個攞返呢隻歌係CD機度播

你會知道我為你做左D咩嘢

細路哥細細個仲細得幾多年

唔好俾你嘅童年淨係充滿考試同測驗

望下個天 咁好天 去下海邊

因為到你大個就會忘記乜嘢係大自然

做學生要爭取時間玩


有幾多功課做都好閒 唔駛喊


當你正式上班 先知道乜嘢叫慘


原來做功課好簡單 做人好難


唔好怪你學校好似好煩個幾個先生


因為冇一個先生係可以煩得過你老闆


唔好介意 記缺點只係小事


操行分就係玩緊迷你版嘅辦公室政治


唔好笑你同學仔 因為將來佢可能係


同你做一世嘅兄弟 呀 順便一提


千祈唔好食煙 點解 因為你想像唔到佢有幾難戒





Woo~ 寫俾你呢隻歌

Woo~ 將所有我經過 我做錯 咪學我 再做錯 因此我

Woo~ 寫俾你呢隻歌

Woo~ 想當你跌低過 錯敗過 有力再 去突破

大多幾歲 你會想搵返個情侶

老土D講一句 唔係有心就唔好追佢

你諗下佢流嘅眼淚

傷害佢 將來佢 唔再相信愛

你仲點過意得去

愛情係好玩但係唔好玩愛情

你一個唔小心 可能會影響佢一世人

我係過來人 我做錯 咪學我 再做錯 因此我

係啵 記住飲酒唔好飲咁多

尤其是有杯著晒火 一定要朋友幫下拖

貓到腳低都冇乜所謂 最怕起身係隔嚟

見到個我咁樣嘅男仔 你就知道乜嘢係蝕底

唔好隨便同人發生關係

話就話前事不提 都係另一種虛偽

因為 我始終認為

你老公都唔想知道佢有咁多襟兄弟



Woo~ 寫俾你呢隻歌

Woo~ 將所有我經過 我做錯 咪學我 再做錯 因此我

Woo~ 寫俾你呢隻歌

Woo~ 想當你跌低過 錯敗過 有力再 去突破



講到想講嘅都講過 需要分享我分享過

你始終會大個 你始終會離開我

每人都有名 每人都有姓

出世個一日就係最好嘅身份証明

每人都有名 每人都有姓

出世個一刻就係上天對你嘅肯定



Woo~ 寫俾你呢隻歌

Woo~ 將所有我經過 我做錯 咪學我 再做錯 因此我

Woo~ 寫俾你呢隻歌

Woo~ 想當你跌低過 錯敗過 有力再 去突破



路從來都係難行

但係無論幾難都好

我一定會係度陪你

你嚟到呢個世界 係一個安排


你會俾你想像中更加偉大
 

 



Confession of a narcissist.

There is one Malaysian youtuber I found out lately.
He's cute.
And I read his blog.
He lost his weight for 30 kilograms from 90++ to 60++!

Share one video to you guys here if you know the Hong Kong youtuber, Ming Zai, with JosephGermani.





Anyway, does any people there still thinks that Malaysian live in a jungle???

Talk to the moon

....At night when the stars



light up my room


I sit by myself....

Once again, being torture by period pain and I skipped my class.
I slept until 12 something in the afternoon and lying on the bed.
I suddenly have the thought of open the cabinet just next to my bed.
Found out that it is very messy inside.
Guess I have to clean it up.

I might not the best but I always trying to be better.

Should have stay clear for my mind.
Assignment. I am ready to you!

PS : Fighting!

Fear.恐惧

很怕很怕 真的很怕
第一次 目光突然失焦 找不到平衡点 心口闷闷的
就在感受到这些之后 还真的以为自己会晕过去
幸好我撑住自己的身体走着两三步过去找训练师
不然后果我真的不敢想

我这个人就是蛮撑的 什么都撑下去 不到极限的时候还不知道什么叫恐惧
这些日子一直在做运动 可是每次跑了过后都会感觉到不适 想呕的症状
爸爸说不要太激烈 我也听了 慢了下来 可是那种不适感偶尔还会有点

就在今天在gym跑步后 我踏‘单车’ 说真的我还比较喜欢跑步 因为‘单车’很累人
维持不到十五分钟 我停下来 就在下‘车’后 脚步开始飘浮 视觉慢慢地模糊下去

后来我问训练师 她说我 pushing too much and your anti body is not that good
想一想 也真的是
啊
我看我不能太心急了 要慢下来 慢慢地做
我不要放弃 我要做到 一定要...

Question

This time I think I have calmed down or maybe still calming down my mind.
These day have been obsessed with something. As I know myself very clear, or people who understand me
they know that I would keep thinking after I have eyes on the particular subject. Then, I would be starting be a stalker and nag ( only for one time ) my parents, I WANT *** BELONGS TO ME ! Greedy I am.

Well, Nokia C3 is my new target. HAHA.
I found out the specification of this phone overall is not bad except the 2 megapixels camera and it costs 500 bucks. The new Nokia C3 adopts the use of messaging and social networks with a full QWERTY keyboard, while positioning it self as a mobile very accessible.

All materials of the device can be recovered as materials and energy. Made of renewable, up to 57 % recycled material. 100 % recyclable, reduced flat package size.


It's like a GO GREEN mobile phone. Yay, I'm in love with it.

The next target will be Panasonic Lumix LX 5.

I'm selling out my DSLR. I hope it can deal successfully on the middle of November.

God, bless me for the thing goes smooth!!

And what a nice day of today!!
I got a good news from 2 of my friends!!
Yes, I will be taking my promise seriously and I must do it consistently.

Here we go to a picture of last saturday!

It's been long long long long time we never meet up after we finished our primary school education.
And another great news was we will be meeting up every half year.

I'm happy!

PS : Sometimes I would want to ask people what kind of person I am to you?

nonononono

Been busy for assignment these day and it's finally submitted.
Keep thinking to update here but I've nonononono idea like before.
Lame lame.  Don't know what to say more.
I decided to.......
People's hand is so itchy when they got money, just like me. =,=
Arrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I need to refresh my mind again...........really feel like to blog laaaaaaaaaaa

The climb.

Life is always about learning.
Since I have stepped in college life
I have a stronger mind to keep myself to step forward
and throughout the various kind of condition I have to stand still, not to falls easily.
Parents/family were one of the reason that keeping me up.

I was very fortunate that being the same group with my classmates/girls.
Because they have been giving me very strong spirit everytime work/study with them.
Or else I dont know how would I be.

I always says that time really passes truly fast as I grow older.
Eyes blink, there is one more year for me to finish Diploma.
How fast. I couldnt imagine the moment when I having my graduation ceremony.
Life is tough. But without risk life wouldnt be that interesting.

I realized that I was very tiny in every aspect.
I wanna make myself to become more mature-minded, open-minded to look through every thing.
Work harder for what I wish.
One word to state, keep learning!
Do not compare with others when you're not them. Do compare with your previous performance.
That's sagacious!

Old woman.

Gastric is such a torture!!!
It's killing me for half day!!!
It's painful until affected my back!!!!


URGHHHH!!!!

Look me in the eyeball.

I want to share something from other sources I'd found.

I dont want a serious relationship : I'm a teenager. I want someone who I can act like

 a complete dickhead around, that we can spend hours just talking about the most pointless

things. I want someone who makes me laugh and who I can plan stupid things with that'll

never happen. Because I'm sick of seeing these movies with the girls falling in love with the

perfect boy. I want adventure. I want someone I can tell my secrets too and waste my weekeed

with and act like we're 5 years old again. I wanna have fun.

A closer friend is hard to find. One in your life is enough for us if he or she was totally a soulmate to you.
I'm waiting for one to be appears in my life. :)

不想说

不知道从那一个时刻开始
当自己一个人的时候
心里莫名地感觉不适
这种不适感真的很不讨人喜欢
我心灵感觉空虚
我需要一些人事物去把它填满
但真正填满的又有些什么呢?
甚至莫名地,偷偷地, 眼角流下泪滴
我真的很尽力去把每件事情安排妥当
去完成它们
为什么我那么快累了?
为什么我想聆听声音?
为什么我想聆听欢笑声?
为什么我想听吵杂的声音?
而不是一首首播放着扰人心绪的声音



一个人走在街上的感觉
那是我喜欢但厌烦的
喜欢周围的声音
喜欢观察人, 景物
厌烦要走的路
厌烦浪费的时间



这些好累好累
请聆听我的呼吸好吗?



歌在播 : 上帝早已准备 郑秀文



PS : 成绩出了 一样地满意表现 但希望能够更突破自己的能力