如果
你身边的那位
爱自己多过你
对你诸多要求
不够体贴
自私
现实
完美主义者
死性难改
你
会
怎
样
？
继续伤害她/他？
就算他/她还愿意和你一起？
就算他/她问你还爱他/她吗？
你也只能答：我爱自己多过于他/她
那这段感情出现了什么问题？
应该如何解决/面对？
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
O-B-S-T-R-U-C-T-I-O-N
Okay,something ruining my mind and mood again.
There is still lot of obstruction in the road that block my way ahead.
This world is too realistic,can I just dont bother them? Only 40 percent I can.
I admit that I am..
Perfectionist!
Dont know what is called CONTENTMENT!
Care about people look down at me!
Sometimes even difficult to control one habit that is compare with others!
I hate that also! But how ?
Sometimes even a very mature person might be influenced by some situation moreover a person like me??
I had almost every greatest thing in my life but I still be disgusted with some material and expect more to make it belong to me.
I also admit my family do protect me well all the times and giving everything that I wanted.
Such a lucky human being I can be but why would still to need expecting a lot?
DEEP SIGH!!!!
Not every girl almost the same like these?!
Some even more greedy than me ever!
What I want?! What should I do !?
There is still lot of obstruction in the road that block my way ahead.
This world is too realistic,can I just dont bother them? Only 40 percent I can.
I admit that I am..
Perfectionist!
Dont know what is called CONTENTMENT!
Care about people look down at me!
Sometimes even difficult to control one habit that is compare with others!
I hate that also! But how ?
Sometimes even a very mature person might be influenced by some situation moreover a person like me??
I had almost every greatest thing in my life but I still be disgusted with some material and expect more to make it belong to me.
I also admit my family do protect me well all the times and giving everything that I wanted.
Such a lucky human being I can be but why would still to need expecting a lot?
DEEP SIGH!!!!
Not every girl almost the same like these?!
Some even more greedy than me ever!
What I want?! What should I do !?
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Upcoming post
Haha! 2 more subjects to go!
No matter how the result will be,it is passed.
Cant do anything also.Hope GOD BLESS ME only.==
After finished examination,I'll be write some PASSED incident .hehe
1.Live show.
2.Last Breakfast in 2009!!
3.Karry stayed overnight at my home + Outing with em'
4.The boy's little advanced birthday celebration.(berry simple + little!!!)
5.Petssssss!! I want !!!!
6.KeeKee's birthday.
That's all the post I might write about if available free time for me after examination.
For candidates who is taking Chinese Modern Writing & Radio and DJ,GOOOOOOD LUUCCCK!!
No matter how the result will be,it is passed.
Cant do anything also.Hope GOD BLESS ME only.==
After finished examination,I'll be write some PASSED incident .hehe
1.Live show.
2.Last Breakfast in 2009!!
3.Karry stayed overnight at my home + Outing with em'
4.The boy's little advanced birthday celebration.(berry simple + little!!!)
5.Petssssss!! I want !!!!
6.KeeKee's birthday.
That's all the post I might write about if available free time for me after examination.
For candidates who is taking Chinese Modern Writing & Radio and DJ,GOOOOOOD LUUCCCK!!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Good Luck with blessing..
Oh my god,oh my god.
When I feel like to blogging or expressing everything about my recent life was happened
Everytime surely will be mind blank-ed especially lately.I dont know what to do?
Or just let the picture to the talking?
But sometimes I missed to capture the meaningful moment.
After came back from Penang make me lazier.
Okay.Let's start from Christmas?
On christmas eve and the actual day,I was not celebrate instead of argued with the man.
And,I remember he made me cried badly.I also wanna apologise to you here deeply.
But we were suggested a outing on after the day of Christmas which is Saturday to fulfill what he wants to do.
We were headed to Sg.wang and spent our time the whole day there.
The first time we took sticker photo together and the new restaurant,T-bowl concept restaurant.
I dont recommend you guys go there.Do not get influence by the decorations and the bowl.
The food wasn't nice at all.
I ate korean spicy seafood that day.The prawns are not fresh and even not cooked enough.
Overall,what suppose to be served as hot,it's not hot enough and cold drinks as well.
Pictures will upload later if I free. ;)
Well.It's new year after a week.
My sister planned to barbeque.
So,she invited her friends.And so do i.
I had fun on that day,did you..my friends??
The problems getting to know now is I like to stick together with friends,and he knows.
I think the gaps and problem between us is these reason.
Okay.I'll try..I'll try...
Hmmm...
The worst countdown in my life ever would be year 09??
I was in bathroom taking my shower you know!?! Hearing some noices from outside shouting happy new year.What a bad and lonely feelings.
After that 1st of January,my dad's birthday.We didnt celebrate because he seldom likely to celebrate any special event.While we thought some event is special for us,he does not.
Haha,3rd of January on 12 am we're heading to Gohtong Jaya to have our so called dinner.lols
Actually was a supper lah I think? Hehe
It's just I wanted to go and get a cold weather.
Coincidentally,it's my sister's birthday.How good for her.=D
Nice food we had and nice conversation with the chinese staff.
Okay,for now,my memory is until now.
Guess that nothing left to say anymore.I guess....hahaha
Oh yeah! Tomorrow!! Torromo!! Lols...''Torromo",a mistake I made today.==
I'll be having my coursework which is radio live show!!
God bless me..you bless me..he bless me..she bless me..Anyone must be giving bless to me!!
For this last and LATE assignment!! I can hardly concentrate on my revision for my final exam just because of this stucking assignment !!
After tomorrow, I have to fight for the exam till the extreme.Haha! Good lucks everyone.
With loves,
Sun Sun.XOXO
When I feel like to blogging or expressing everything about my recent life was happened
Everytime surely will be mind blank-ed especially lately.I dont know what to do?
Or just let the picture to the talking?
But sometimes I missed to capture the meaningful moment.
After came back from Penang make me lazier.
Okay.Let's start from Christmas?
On christmas eve and the actual day,I was not celebrate instead of argued with the man.
And,I remember he made me cried badly.I also wanna apologise to you here deeply.
But we were suggested a outing on after the day of Christmas which is Saturday to fulfill what he wants to do.
We were headed to Sg.wang and spent our time the whole day there.
The first time we took sticker photo together and the new restaurant,T-bowl concept restaurant.
I dont recommend you guys go there.Do not get influence by the decorations and the bowl.
The food wasn't nice at all.
I ate korean spicy seafood that day.The prawns are not fresh and even not cooked enough.
Overall,what suppose to be served as hot,it's not hot enough and cold drinks as well.
Pictures will upload later if I free. ;)
Well.It's new year after a week.
My sister planned to barbeque.
So,she invited her friends.And so do i.
I had fun on that day,did you..my friends??
The problems getting to know now is I like to stick together with friends,and he knows.
I think the gaps and problem between us is these reason.
Okay.I'll try..I'll try...
Hmmm...
The worst countdown in my life ever would be year 09??
I was in bathroom taking my shower you know!?! Hearing some noices from outside shouting happy new year.What a bad and lonely feelings.
After that 1st of January,my dad's birthday.We didnt celebrate because he seldom likely to celebrate any special event.While we thought some event is special for us,he does not.
Haha,3rd of January on 12 am we're heading to Gohtong Jaya to have our so called dinner.lols
Actually was a supper lah I think? Hehe
It's just I wanted to go and get a cold weather.
Coincidentally,it's my sister's birthday.How good for her.=D
Nice food we had and nice conversation with the chinese staff.
Okay,for now,my memory is until now.
Guess that nothing left to say anymore.I guess....hahaha
Oh yeah! Tomorrow!! Torromo!! Lols...''Torromo",a mistake I made today.==
I'll be having my coursework which is radio live show!!
God bless me..you bless me..he bless me..she bless me..Anyone must be giving bless to me!!
For this last and LATE assignment!! I can hardly concentrate on my revision for my final exam just because of this stucking assignment !!
After tomorrow, I have to fight for the exam till the extreme.Haha! Good lucks everyone.
With loves,
Sun Sun.XOXO
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
09-10
还有一天09年就这样快速的结束了.
这一年来过的满意吗？
有发生什么另你难忘的事件吗？
还是糊糊涂涂的过了没有意义的一年呢？
在这之前有很多照片都没有上传到这
都不能把我所去处一一记录下来
可能我的慵懒？还是真的是时间的约束？
呵....
说真的
人长大了是不是自然会觉得时间过的很快？
我从中学毕业后就尝试了打工的滋味
从早上十点到晚上十点
不是普通人可以接受的了的说....（哈哈）
我还蛮佩服自己的坚持...直到第三个月
这三个月训练了我的勇气
和别人对话的勇气
从此我不想干那么累的工作了
告诉自己一定要把学业搞好
从此我不想干那么累的工作了
告诉自己一定要把学业搞好
直到辞职了，我才把钱花光了
再等到学院开放给新一批的学生
在从学校的活动中面试歌唱比赛
到被接受第三次回去面试
可是我拒绝了
因为我没有好听的歌声
也没用勇气在那么多人的面前高唱准确的音律出来
后来的后来
忙于学业
忙于功课
忙于考试
忙于交友
忙于和追求者聊天
再投入了一段恋情
实际上
太多的''忙''
真的可以让一个人专心的忙
然而另一方面
时间自然而然就咻一声的闪过
到了现在
2009年12月30日,晚上8时34分
听着电视台播着容祖儿的歌曲
而我刚从pavilion和sg.wang空手回来
而原本想看的avatar也因为没有时间被迫取消
只能橱窗逛街
搞得我疲惫不仅
明天还得准备barbeque,准备了和十四位朋友,家人和他
一次倒数新的一年
新的一年
我就已经准备了新希望
你们呢？
WISH LIST :
1.明年头发能尝试不同的发型
准备流长再走日系风
2.能好好装扮自己
3.身体健康
4.专心把课业读好
5.一定要Improving always来突破自己
6.大家过的开心
6.大家过的开心
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
It's all about time
In this video,was recorded yesterday.Girls from E2 were celebrating for a girl named Hong Li Ying also known as Fishball's 18th birthday.Hope ya'll dont mind that the video is not in a vertical position and I dont know how to fix it..hehe
I still remember how was our very first time to know each others.She was still a very quiet girl that I knew for first.Anything could be change or we couldnt predict how it is look like in fact.We were in a same group for every assignment in semester one.And,there was still another girl called Janice.Me and bobo were once went to her hostel to took our lunch.While on the way back to college,I was thinking how was this girl's personalities would be? Why she is so quiet and doesnt want to talk?As you all know time will make everything comes up with the truth.Day by day,we knew each others for almost 7 months.Wow.I never realised these.Now,I have no dare to tell you how exactly she is but I can say that she is a very nice,humor,kind and intelligent human being.
Everytime I wish that I could be like her.For her smart-ness,diligent-ness.Yet, I did mentioned so many times before,hahah!She could inspired me most of the time like last time we were talking about how wasteful I am to spend my money on unneccessary things.Once it's her turn,she said: I aint keen on shopping cause I dont want to waste my parents money.That time,I was,wow.....my impression to her become more way better and better.
One last thing,I have to thank you sincerely here for my incompletedly of my assignment last sem due to some reasons I couldnt do on myself and let you alone to complete it all.Thank you for your patient to teach me whenever I ask for.
Last but not least,happy belated birthday although I've had said before.Hope that this friendship can grow stronger among the girls.
PS: I hate December but I dont hate you.Haha!
I hate December
Now I hate December just because of tons of assignment and presentation.Thought that within this week I can take a little own time to rest and put down my mind to think.But the burden seems becoming more and more.I thought that I could make it as I planning to go to Penang for my cousin's wedding.SIGH.Having bad and bad luck as I could say that.Argh! Tell me what should I do?! Give up and stay for the works or ask for permission to delay it? Can I? Is that possible??? =(
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
shopping freak!!!
Did a lil shoppin today.
Bought a dress and legging for my cousin's wedding dinner.
Next week Imma going to Penang!
Have been a long time I didnt go to Penang.Missing there so much cos I love Penang's culture,building,people,atmosphere...haha
Bought something I did looking for since before and I love it.Hehe.
But wait,Im like OMG...who can lend me your helping hands??My problem now is hardly to control myself from buying thing.My mum keep mumbling already.=(
How good if im a billionaire??hahaha....
Hope that I can finish assignment before going there and the time I am going wont crash on my live show's.
XOXO
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
幸福
时常,常常
幸福总是围绕在我身边
害怕有一天神会夺走它
因为常常拥有
所以让我联想起，先苦后甜这句话
我经历过苦了吗？我现在经历着甜吗？
我后半辈子会是苦的吗？
亲情总是在我的第一位
我爱他们，我爱我的家人
我们所拥有的，和别人有着不一样的沟通和相处方式
造成朋友都羡慕我
甚至告诉我，她们想成为我的家的一份子
友情是我在中学时期遇上最好的朋友的当儿
最为珍惜的感情
我爱，对我付出，对我伤心时会安慰我，
开心时是会一起颠，感性时会一起聊，
一切一切相处过的时间
尽管大家现在不是天天一起
偶尔的聚会让我们的距离更近
爱情
原本它不属于我
可是他的付出让我不得不感动
它
要我这个完美主义者改变
它
让我学会我没上过的课堂
它
要我享受现在，也要我活在当下
它
更加让我在紧张的时刻眼泪涌出
它和他教了我很多的课
爱情会不会就如容祖儿的'爱一个上一课'？
可是当问题出现时总很难面对
我想说
我很幸运
真的真的很幸运
不知道可以怎样去报答每个人对我的爱
很感谢神给我的一切
可是幸运之神不一定会眷顾我一辈子
所以我必须珍惜
至少我曾经拥有过
今天
我忽然发现一篇文章
是我姐姐的一篇文章
我和她感情也算不错
我必须和她道歉
因为我没有勇气告诉你
因为我开不了口
谢谢你终于看开了
姐，你会找到你的幸福的
=）
PS:你是不想理我吗？？
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