I've learnt a lesson

Daisy.

Daisy that painted with highlighter.

I have finally came home after 8 days!
It's for short film assignment.
I knew that the time for shooting must be very not consistent.
So I left away to Ker Xin's house to stay.
In these 8 days, I experienced many things.
We experienced not sleeping at night time.
We experienced sleep only not more than 5 hours.
So many things that are unforgettable.
We experienced things go not smooth together. That's mean we get frustrated.
But still, we keep moving on!
No doubt that my producer and art director are really talented person!
Till then I find myself was very very tiny, I mean my ability.

Look! The exhausted crews!

From left to right,

Art director, Fumi. Producer, Director and Writer, CastonJ, and yours truly!

The camera shy didnt know that he being captured! Buahaha.

The shooting days were real tiring yet enjoyable with them.
We'd stayed together for three days two nights at one apartment.
The apartment was belongs to our lecturer's brother.
And so we took our days there shoot some scenes.
I get some new friend through this assignment!
Love knowing new friend!
I think the friendship with the girls get closer after this.
Appreciate much!

X.O.X.O

痴线

As the post title, insane/crazy.
I think I've been gone crazy recently.
OPSSS! Skipped class today to do my film review. Sigh. I have to redo it. Seriously I getting confuse of what she wants. :////
After this semester end should go back to the normal path I have to re-energize physically and mentally.
I think I should upload each song of the day of mine in every post.
Going to love the lyric of some song. :)

Song of the day.




PS : I know everyone has been very stress right now and FISHBALL sorry that I really forgotten what I should bring to you today ! Don't be mad on me please. SMILE.

On your hand

I bet these day hot topic definitely goes to the guy who committed suicide for his love. I was reading the last note he wrote on facebook I thought that will it be a joke or what? And there the next day I was like ZOMG it was real from reading the newspaper! What I really can say is, boy you're not worth it to do so! What you have done is just making those people who loves you more heart-wrenching. You had the courage to jump off from 14th floor height apartment but then why don't you had the courage to go through the difficult period you have? SIGH

No matter what happens, do think twice and wise before you take any action.
Think about person who loves and cares for you.
Think about the person you love and the effects that you will be leaving.
If you really love him/her, wasn't you just wanted him/her to be happy but suffers?
Think about the future you going to have.


有些人要求生都难 为什么还要求死？

Let's just not talk about this!
I'm deciding to get a camera before year ends.
Panasonic LUMIX LX 3 or LX 5 ?!
Or any other nice recommends?

防空洞

叮咚

是时候来打报告咯

好久没有好好地在这里写写生活细节了

也不记得那么多了

总觉得有好多东西要去做

也正准备着吧

大家也开始忙短片了

我们呢？

很想说

喜欢和不喜欢与价值是不能相比的

你听过理智的人也会碰到不理智的时候吗？

我听过因为我经历过

这种征兆代表了什么

我不知道

不太喜欢灰灰的十二月

也很怕一个人的时候

太极端的那个角色总是在这个时候来袭击我

阳光在哪？

我需要你

I LOVE SUNSHINE SHAN

简单.不简单

Secretary

The poster is very seducing I know.

HAHA.

I watched this movie on midnight while I didn't feel like to sleep.

Suprisingly, it din't bore me.

I kept curiousing what is gonna happens next.

The actor and actress were very outstanding, their expressions.

I love the soundtrack too.

Lee Holloway (Maggie Gyllenhaal), the socially awkward and emotionally sensitive youngest daughter of a dysfunctional family, adjusts to normal life after having been hospitalized following an incident of dangerous self-harm. She learns to type, starts to date an acquaintance from high school named Peter, and begins to work as a secretary for an eccentric attorney, E. Edward Grey (James Spader), who hires her despite her stilted social skills and unprofessional appearance.

Though at first Grey appears highly irritated at Lee's typos and other innocuous mistakes, it soon becomes apparent that he is sexually aroused by her submissive behavior. After he confronts her about her propensity for self-injury and commands that she never hurt herself again, the two embark on a BDSM relationship. Lee experiences a sexual—and personal—awakening, and she falls deeply in love. Edward, however, displays insecurity concerning his feelings for Lee, and he shows shame and disgust over his sexual habits. After a sexual encounter in his office, he fires Lee.



Peter soon proposes to Lee, who reluctantly agrees to marry him. However, whilst trying on her wedding gown she leaves and runs to Edward's office where she declares her love for him. Edward, still uncertain about their relationship, tests Lee by commanding her to sit in his chair without moving her hands or feet until he returns. Lee eagerly complies. Days pass, as Peter, family members, and acquaintances individually visit Lee to alternately attempt to dissuade or encourage her. After three days, Edward returns to the office and takes Lee to his apartment where he bathes and nurtures her. The pair marry and happily continue their dominant/submissive relationship.

*Content from wikipedia.*
 PS : It did touch me at the part of Edward finally realised Lee's love towards him.

26*11*2010 Rainy day

Dreams are always making people feels they're so true.
I mean the kind of dream when we are in the dreamland, sleep.
Not the dream that people wants to achieve.
I love to sleep. But I dont love to dream.
Cos' the dream isn't true. They are so far apart from our reality. Thing that wont be happens.
So far, for me, I think in this way.

We dream becos of stress.
I was not stress I guess? So why do I dream? =.=
There're always some thing happened that is unexplainable.
Well, I hope the dream could be stopped.

PS : Things to do tomorrow, get enough sleep and wake up. I have to do some planning like for seriously!

高高低低之我喜欢流浪！

昨天上了三个小时的课过后
我突然不想回家 只想在外面流荡

我原本想回家休息的 可是突然的心情是盖不过我想做的
很巧的 傻婆们也不想回家 因为前一天正有个傻婆确实不想回家
而搞到三更半夜才回到家

就和她们吃午餐的同时 想想
我们去哪里好呢？
等等等等过后

好了
我们去看同学拍摄吧！
就这样 到了拍摄地点已经六点了
我还是不想回家 那怎么办？！
*请原谅我 我不是坏小孩 这只是偶尔想在外面流浪的时候*

后 就决定了 我跑去两位沙登妹的家留宿！
然后就跑去帮同学找拍摄的地方啦
顺便买牙刷衣物的说 哈哈

再过后啊 就跑去我班最‘年长’的那位同学的老爸的办公室
去到的时候 一伙人都还没开始拍
我们几个不相干的就在那闹闹呗
*其实好好玩哦* 哈哈

以昨天的情况来说
我整个人是处于超HIGH状态
正因为生理期要到了
我还在好奇为什么我能那么HIGH

到了晚上的一幕
我班的‘华仔’要拍流泪的戏份啊
他竟然要挑战自己的泪腺
由于他本人太乐观了 很难哭出来

我们只好把等关掉 黄灯做陪衬
音乐就当是催泪药剂
啊我的妈呀

我和另外一个傻婆
简直被气氛影响 心情很DOWN
甚至到后面的时候 我们已经哭的很惨了 ‘华仔’也尽了力地哭了一下
哈哈 真是的 要他哭真是什么招数都出来了
那真正拍戏的是怎样的叻？
老实说 只要我看到别人哭我也很容易被传染的
只是昨天我的心情不会不开心 哭出来就当做是一种释放吧
哭了之后是很舒服的

昨天也看到了大家的努力
E2平时像散沙 可是结合起来的时候是很吓人的好不好！
大家到半夜四点多后才开始慢慢地跑去睡觉
顿时觉得好像一家人哦 好热闹 赫赫

PS ：今天的我很词穷 不要怪我！谢谢！大姨妈也拜访我了！我看现在开始的心情指数是慢慢在下滑吧？T.T

She asks me!!!
She asks me!!!
She asks about what's my decision!!!
What my decision gonna will be???!!??

I prefer this but what people would thinks that?
I don't like that cos it's challenging but if really could cause a people grow up by in that team?


Oh Please! Finish my editing for parody first!!

PS : GOD PLEASE HELP ME.

妄想

我其实不想在这发泄
我其实没有其他地方可以让我宣泄
所以...只好....
我有点不想被看到脆弱的一面
就如上一篇说的 我想像不到短片会如何去进行？
就连现在PARODY 我也没有信心
我不想每次都在说不好不好 而在那头却又不会去修改
只是我觉得如果没有人带领 我自己真的没有能力去做好
有人可以指导我吗？
我真的想找到我的长处是在那一方面
至少会好过点吧？
今天的我 太丢脸了
我的抗压指数似乎快要变成负数的了

LECTURER这样的举止
我不了解 不明白
虽然被点名了
话说的太直 不是我嫌弃你们 是我没信心
我应该比没被点名的庆幸 说真的
只是在当下 我压抑不了 脑海想太多了
甚至头一次 不想一个人回家 那太恐怖了

我肯做 虽然不是很好
我就是缺乏了些点子
我就是有点笨拙 不灵活
我就是那么一个再平凡不过的一个学生
原来我太天真 以为一直读读读 考得上再读是好事
没那么简单啊～平坦的路走多了 现在前面崎岖的路还真多

一通电话 让我在想
我应该做什么决定？
我希望那通电话不是因为我哭 怜悯我 而做的决定
我希望我还是个还有一点能力的人 所以才会对我这样说

*我真的是一个想太多的人*
*叹*


PS ：再差也要自信 信心从哪来？