09-10

还有一天09年就这样快速的结束了.

这一年来过的满意吗？

有发生什么另你难忘的事件吗？

还是糊糊涂涂的过了没有意义的一年呢？

在这之前有很多照片都没有上传到这

都不能把我所去处一一记录下来

可能我的慵懒？还是真的是时间的约束？

呵....

说真的

人长大了是不是自然会觉得时间过的很快？

我从中学毕业后就尝试了打工的滋味

从早上十点到晚上十点

不是普通人可以接受的了的说....（哈哈）

我还蛮佩服自己的坚持...直到第三个月

这三个月训练了我的勇气

和别人对话的勇气

从此我不想干那么累的工作了
告诉自己一定要把学业搞好

直到辞职了，我才把钱花光了

再等到学院开放给新一批的学生

在从学校的活动中面试歌唱比赛

到被接受第三次回去面试

可是我拒绝了

因为我没有好听的歌声

也没用勇气在那么多人的面前高唱准确的音律出来

后来的后来

忙于学业

忙于功课

忙于考试

忙于交友

忙于和追求者聊天

再投入了一段恋情

实际上

太多的''忙''

真的可以让一个人专心的忙

然而另一方面

时间自然而然就咻一声的闪过

到了现在

2009年12月30日,晚上8时34分

听着电视台播着容祖儿的歌曲

而我刚从pavilion和sg.wang空手回来

而原本想看的avatar也因为没有时间被迫取消

只能橱窗逛街

搞得我疲惫不仅

明天还得准备barbeque,准备了和十四位朋友,家人和他

一次倒数新的一年

新的一年

我就已经准备了新希望

你们呢？

WISH LIST :

1.明年头发能尝试不同的发型

准备流长再走日系风

2.能好好装扮自己

3.身体健康

4.专心把课业读好

5.一定要Improving always来突破自己
6.大家过的开心

It's all about time

In this video,was recorded yesterday.Girls from E2 were celebrating for a girl named Hong Li Ying also known as Fishball's 18th birthday.Hope ya'll dont mind that the video is not in a vertical position and I dont know how to fix it..hehe

I still remember how was our very first time to know each others.She was still a very quiet girl that I knew for first.Anything could be change or we couldnt predict how it is look like in fact.We were in a same group for every assignment in semester one.And,there was still another girl called Janice.Me and bobo were once went to her hostel to took our lunch.While on the way back to college,I was thinking how was this girl's personalities would be? Why she is so quiet and doesnt want to talk?As you all know time will make everything comes up with the truth.Day by day,we knew each others for almost 7 months.Wow.I never realised these.Now,I have no dare to tell you how exactly she is but I can say that she is a very nice,humor,kind and intelligent human being.

Everytime I wish that I could be like her.For her smart-ness,diligent-ness.Yet, I did mentioned so many times before,hahah!She could inspired me most of the time like last time we were talking about how wasteful I am to spend my money on unneccessary things.Once it's her turn,she said: I aint keen on shopping cause I dont want to waste my parents money.That time,I was,wow.....my impression to her become more way better and better.

One last thing,I have to thank you sincerely here for my incompletedly of my assignment last sem due to some reasons I couldnt do on myself and let you alone to complete it all.Thank you for your patient to teach me whenever I ask for.

Last but not least,happy belated birthday although I've had said before.Hope that this friendship can grow stronger among the girls.

PS: I hate December but I dont hate you.Haha!

I hate December

Now I hate December just because of tons of assignment and presentation.Thought that within this week I can take a little own time to rest and put down my mind to think.But the burden seems becoming more and more.I thought that I could make it as I planning to go to Penang for my cousin's wedding.SIGH.Having bad and bad luck as I could say that.Argh! Tell me what should I do?! Give up and stay for the works or ask for permission to delay it? Can I? Is that possible??? =(

falling for you

shopping freak!!!

Did a lil shoppin today.

Bought a dress and legging for my cousin's wedding dinner.

Next week Imma going to Penang!

Have been a long time I didnt go to Penang.Missing there so much cos I love Penang's culture,building,people,atmosphere...haha

Bought something I did looking for since before and I love it.Hehe.

But wait,Im like OMG...who can lend me your helping hands??My problem now is hardly to control myself from buying thing.My mum keep mumbling already.=(

How good if im a billionaire??hahaha....

Hope that I can finish assignment before going there and the time I am going wont crash on my live show's.

XOXO

幸福

时常,常常

幸福总是围绕在我身边

害怕有一天神会夺走它

因为常常拥有

所以让我联想起，先苦后甜这句话

我经历过苦了吗？我现在经历着甜吗？

我后半辈子会是苦的吗？

亲情总是在我的第一位

我爱他们，我爱我的家人

我们所拥有的，和别人有着不一样的沟通和相处方式

造成朋友都羡慕我

甚至告诉我，她们想成为我的家的一份子

友情是我在中学时期遇上最好的朋友的当儿

最为珍惜的感情

我爱，对我付出，对我伤心时会安慰我，

开心时是会一起颠，感性时会一起聊，

一切一切相处过的时间

尽管大家现在不是天天一起

偶尔的聚会让我们的距离更近

爱情

原本它不属于我

可是他的付出让我不得不感动

它

要我这个完美主义者改变

它

让我学会我没上过的课堂

它

要我享受现在，也要我活在当下

它

更加让我在紧张的时刻眼泪涌出

它和他教了我很多的课

爱情会不会就如容祖儿的'爱一个上一课'？

可是当问题出现时总很难面对

我想说

我很幸运

真的真的很幸运

不知道可以怎样去报答每个人对我的爱

很感谢神给我的一切

可是幸运之神不一定会眷顾我一辈子

所以我必须珍惜

至少我曾经拥有过

今天

我忽然发现一篇文章

是我姐姐的一篇文章

我和她感情也算不错

我必须和她道歉

因为我没有勇气告诉你

因为我开不了口

谢谢你终于看开了

姐，你会找到你的幸福的

=）

PS:你是不想理我吗？？

休息...真的是为了走更长远的路

Started from this week,will be a busy semester for everyone.

We are busying to finish up our assignment and presentation.

Guess that we will hand up an assignment each week ?

I just finished a Mass Media & Society presentation.

I had totally did everything I could.If there is uncompletely,only wait for next time's improvement cos I did put effort on it.

Our college got us a public holiday on friday which is Haji day for Islamic if i'm not mistaken.

So,it's a break for us after a hectic days.But not be forgotten we still have deal with a deadline of an assignment.

So,what I did during my holiday?

Hahaha...it's my day~~

I watched 2 movie at yesterday night and today with the special one.

The first movie I watch .

2012.

Truly,when I am watching this movie.I feel touching deeply from my heart and got frighten,wondering when would be the end of the day.Before i watch this movie I feel nothing about end of the world.When it comes to us,we have no power to against right?I truly love the characters from the movie although they are a small character but bringing out big meaningful of the scene.While,suddenly thought of my parents cos we really have to appreciate whatever we own and the person around us.I was keep tearing for watching this movie.Though the movie is ended,I still feeling like to cry out when walking out from the cinema.One thing I hate the most when the movie was showing is the guy sat in front of me keep laughing for some scene.How stupid he is! The movie is in such a terrible situation how could he laugh out all the way?? Ugly guy!Seems everybody had got depressed.Hope people will got reminded from this movie but not just for that moment.Thumbs up and rate for 2012! Awesome!!! ;)

Also,I watched New Moon today.

I didnt watch Twilight before.I did bought a book after hearing my friend for this Twilight.

Just read few pages of it since busying for the studies.So requested my friend to lend me the dvd as I actually not really understand the story line.Still,I love it.I love Edward.I love Bella.Hahahha! Nana,now I understand your feeling to Edward.Jacob also not bad for his short hair.Hehehe.

Wooohooooo......

Did shopping with him also.Bought something for my choral speaking.It's a interesting part I want to say.I never took part of this sort of performance so I wanted to try after knowing my class took it.So I am enjoying with these.

After these,it's another hectic weeks...=S

我相信

恩 . 我不能去想太多了. 考试也过了 . 录音的功课也交了. 第一次 . 我的每次的‘第一次’. 第一的考试，第一次的功课. 都不会做的太好 . 还是算了吧 . 有信心的话，下次会更好. 只可以说自己要有自信点，有主见点.

I wish...

Is there anyone could give me wishes just like the Aladin?

Hmmm

I should stop thinkin about something that will frustrate me.

Yesterday since evening time I started my revision.

But,half way my sight got attracted by tv show which is live from HK.

Overall,I did read through the notes until 2am.

Sigh,should warn myself to revise more.

Cos....

The effect of being not thinkin wisely...

I cant answer the question very well.SIGH~

I guess I already lose marksssss.

WTH my mind was thinkin.

Why when I was sittin for the paper and my mind was blank.

I really did revise all.

I feel that my luck is reducin recently.

ARGGHHHH~~!!!!

I

want

to

scream

out

loud

!!

Another kind of extraordinary

How often do u feel loneliness?

How well do u know faithful-ness of people around u?

How well do u know respect other peoples?

How good do u feel urself like to be or achieve?

Honestly,I feel being disrespected.

Honestly,I feel myself is kinda useless.

Honestly,I feel stress out.

Honestly,I feel like to cry.

Honestly,I tried my best and tries always.

Honestly,I am nobody inside my soul and mind.

My life was blanked.

But,I will get rid of it.....