Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Let it fall


In my darkest moments I cry
Oh how I love the way, tears suits my face
I like it salt
I like it wet
Like my makeup in a mess
So I cry hard
Let it fall
And I won't stop until my tears are all shed
So I weep



PS: In the moment I can't control myself,  the only thing i can do is, listen to music to calm myself.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

it's not my THING

Video editing pissed me off!
It totally not my thing at all.
I started feeling hate it for now.
Previously I felt stress doing it, 
not a exception for this time either.
*SCREAM* !!!!!!!!!!!

Why??!??
So TROUBLESOME!
wasting my time!
wasting my mind!
wasting my energy physically and mentally!

SCREW YOU!!!

I'm feeling FRUSTRATED!
I'm feeling SAD!
I'm feeling ashamed to myself!
Like a useless, an odd one!

Problems drive me emotional disorder!-.- 

Study is a problem!
Working is a problem!
Go abroad is a problem!

I rather go die. *CHEE SIN*
Lifeless.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

偷闲

难得今天睡到十二点都不想起床
好久没睡那么久 :D

今天懒懒的
外面又在乱
不想剪辑功课影片
就来涂涂我的指甲
自己涂的功力越来越差了
下次要试试被人服务的感觉






























我的一双美腿 * 不要脸 * 哈哈
波波~和你的一样颜色哦






























很喜欢的肉色又带点灰灰的































看上了这件长裙
要买好吗?
还有还有
我要买踢死人的高跟鞋


PS:在工作或待在外面的人要小心

Friday, July 1, 2011

眠

对于一个那么爱睡觉的我

睡觉是一件多么幸福的事

PS: 不眠夜,功课的陪伴

Monday, June 27, 2011

what's more?






























Always think that I gotta diet
and always think that I gotta diet for the coming wedding
on October.

Think but where's my action?
I admit that sometimes plan failed cos of lazy-ness
but that's just for sometimes.

I gotta have the time.
I gotta have the stamina.

2 weeks before I got sick.
Severe sick than before I had.

I have the possibility of getting asthma
if I don't really taking good care of myself.

That was awful when I was like a patient in hospital
inhaling some medicine.
Like a VERY sick patient.

Never felt this suffer before.

Am I consider fully recovered now?

Still coughing, not as frequent as before.

Feeling dizzy, headache out of sudden
in everywhere.
































Had this 刮痧 the day before yesterday.
Feel relieved after all.
Afraid that I will addicted to it.
Haha. No joke. It's kind of comfortable.




















Nasi lemak.
Like finally!

2 weeks that I can't take any spicy and cold food.
Spicy is my love!
How can I endure not eating it?
Cold is definitely not my love but I will also have the temptation sometimes.
Today I felt spicy and cold in ONE time without caring so much.
Memang syoknya.
Teeheeeeee..

How great..


PS : I will keep body health in my wishlist.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Cooking is fun






















Hmmm
I've found myself feel satisfied after cooking.
Since I was small, I'll help my mum to prepare some chopping stuff in kitchen.
Love to chop chop chop and help her to stir the cook material in wok.
I'd been helped alot in kitchen compare to my sister.
No doubt she agreed too. =D

And I tried to cook spaghetti for my family once in a while when we feeling like to eat.
Today I cook again!
Wanna see my 'masterpiece' ?
Here we go..

Spaghetti with carbonara sauce, topped with 3 different pepper fried with chicken bacon.
First try on carbonara sauce.
I would always choose tomato sauce as it would not that greasy
and your stomach wouldn't feel bloated with cheesy.


 You can choose to buy either green or red pepper to fry but I love to see the plate fills with colorful vegetable so I bought red, green and yellow pepper.


Isn't it looks more nice with color and you feel happy to eat when you look at it?






And the bacon cut into slices.
300 grams are enough for 4 to 5 person.

Raw mushroom which you can buy at any supermarket. 


 




























Add on one tin of mushroom into 2 tins of mushroom soup
to make it taste more dense.
Suggestion here, you can choose normal mushroom or
raw mushroom but I would prefer raw mushroom.
* saliva's drooling *

First pour olive oil after the pan or wok heated ( I use wok to cook as it is way more
convenient to cook for big portion ).
Then, fry onion before you put in the peppers, mushroom and bacon.
Its easy as if you cook.
Put in seasoning like salt and black pepper.
While you're preparing this, you should boil hot water in another stove to
cook spaghetti.
Pour olive oil to mix the spaghetti according to the quantity in order to
avoid your spaghetti glues together.

After all, sauce.
First time try on carbonara sauce and I found it taste weird while I'm cooking it.
Guess what?!?
AHA~ CHEESE!!
I need cheese!!
Turned off stove and went to grocery to buy!!
I feel good when it tastes like what I want.


And then I'm done!


PS: I love cooking. :-) 

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

what I'm craving for now..








Tasteless bud I have now!
I want all of them!!!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Rolling in the deep deep deep

Didn't know since when I accidentally click into a song called Rolling in the deep by Adele on Youtube.
Wasn't know who she is but I'm impressed by her voice again.


Listen to her songs on Youtube mix album.
Get to love this kind of voice after Christina Perri? I guess so..
Now I'm listening to her 21 album which transferred by CJ to my external hard disk.
Don't you remember..
Set fire to the rain...
He won't go..
Rolling in the deep..
Someone like you...
These are truly nice..more and more..I love it..

To myself : get well soon..I don't want get inherited..

Saturday, June 11, 2011

I never told you.

Yesterday went to a little escape from video shooting.
Had our very heart-warming day spent together for 92 days.
Nothing much. 
Its a simple but yet a memorable night.
Quite shocked indeed we went to wrong way.
Have to say sorry here to girls.
I cant make it today cos having the menstrual pain now.


Girls! Let's run away together! 

PS : I love you all.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

无助

需要被辅导
需要意见
需要被启发
需要找新方向
在哪?